Saturday, November 1, 2008

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I cant even remember a time that Ive ever felt this lonely.
I lost my blackberry last night....

The night didnt go well at all for me.
For several reasons...

Im sure a lot of people saw that last night...

Now Im at home, alone...the day after, no phone, no numbers, no contacts...just all alone. In my room. My parents arent home either...Its sucks.
Im also going through a very difficult time right now.
I wont get into details but Im sure you guys will all figure it out soon enough...but I refuse to disclose any info.
Lets just say I've been listening to a lot of Coldplay today...

I dont even know what to say right now...
If I dont post anything in the next while its because...well...i dont know... or if I post a lot of emotional stuff, please understand that I need to vent.

...My mind and heart is in a very bad place.

It will only get worse before it gets better...

I just hope this experience wont change the person I become...*sigh

I have so much to say...but I wont...Im tired, exhausted, drained and just disappointed...

Im sorry...





I really am.






im a fuckin wreck now...

16 comments:

Karla said...

aw willy poo :(
hope all is well.

Jonny.Treeson said...

Damn homie...

Take your time, get well, think things through, figure things out.

It's never as bad as it feels, time will tell and heal.

The team will be here... True words.

PS: Shit, I just dropped my old BB in the fucking toilet last week with piss inside it!!! Ordered the BOLD, on back order still (through rogers at least).... work those connects, get yourself a new phone. Hopefully you have your contacts saved somewhere.

Anonymous said...

Please don't tell us that you and your girlfriend broke up! If that's the case then I'm sorry...that's tough.

And losing your blackberry is like losing...well everything. I would go into a comatose state if I lost mine :s

Keep your head up Will.

Nebby said...

i love you!!!!!! lets go to the zoo!!!

Anonymous said...

i know that i really don't know whats goin on in your life...or what's makin you feel so sad...but i know it will get better...that might not be much help right now..but just know that there are people that care about you..and they hurt when you hurt...just keep your head up hun..

Anonymous said...

God doesn't let us go through anything he doesn't think we can't handle. Keep your head up, in a couple of days, weeks, or months, you will look back and laugh at how serious you 'thought' this was.

Keesha said...

Let's have driveway talks again!
You are zee best. Don't you EVERRRRR forget that...
xoxoxo

Anonymous said...

This too shall pass...

Anonymous said...

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=E4SbJ_16oeo&feature=related

Anonymous said...

don't ever put your heart into something that can't return the deed.

Kizzy said...

You're not alone ^^^^ see? We're all here for you to the extent that we can be. The obvious thing to say would be to try and stay busy, but sometimes you just need to be alone with your thoughts. It wasn't too long ago that you were feeling the same way. Maybe this is the universe's way of telling you there are some things you need to work out with yourself by yourself. I don't know, BUT in the immortal words of mister Tupac Shakur "...it seems it'll never let up, but please, you gotta keep your head up." You know it's true.............oNe

BNyce said...

" Im sitting home on a cold day; Underneith the covers like a little baby. I think I wanna hear some cold Play..."

I cant say I understand the whole situation your going threw but..... CHEER UPPPP!!! It can only get Bad before it gets good! hopefully for you itll be Sooner then Later!

The whole cell phone thing... Damn homie....... Your life is ruend now. lmaoo. J.p.... no wait.. Im not.. it is. thats the WORST!!!

( SOMEONE FINDDDDD WILLS DAMNNN PHONEEEEEEE)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

I'm at work, on my treo, reading your blog...what a shame..lol

I agree with the anonymous comment..

''this too shall pass''

I'm not sure what's going on at this time in your life, but remember, time heals all wounds...

you have many people who care a great deal about you...
even us anonymous folks :-P

so please, take some time out for yourself and just relax or go do something you have been wanting to do for a while but never had the time...
you will be happy you did....

and I hope you find your blackberry!

Anonymous said...

damn...everyone pretty much covered everything but just to reiterate, i don't know anything about your situation so i'm gonna be as general as possible...when you hit rock bottom, there's no other way to go but up so just what ever your going through will make you stronger and wiser...and even though i don't know you, there are people around you that care about you and want to see you happy...

Anonymous said...

LOVE YOU WILL!!!!! YOU'RE CHAMPION, YOU'LL GET THROUGH ANY AND EVERYTHING! EVERY FALL AND EVERY SLIP, YOU'LL GET BACK UP LIKE YOU DID IT ON PURPOSE AND DO YOUR THING 100TIMES HARDER/BETTER! Sorry for the caps I was really feelin it, lol!


-PAULYNE

narrylikes said...

sucks to hear this, but somehow everything has a way of working out in the end. even when it's not the way you expect it too. damn, half the time things turn out to be the complete opposite of what we expect... but when you hit that low point - that's when you deal with things.

watch out when you get up again - cos then you only come back 10 times stronger! woo! :)