Ill be your groupie baby...

This is one of my fave songs of all time.
I remember sitting in the car with my boys (no homo) a few summer ago when the Confessions first dropped and singing the words to the song and acting out all the lyrics of the first verse. lol
And I also remember saying to myself 'I cant wait to sing this song to someone and sincerely mean it.'

Regardless of all the mishaps and ups and downs I go through I havent given up on wanting to be in love or given up on the fact that it exists.
Some people might be like...wtf is this chin talking about? This dudes soft.

Nah, Im juss keeping shit real. I dont care about what people think about me.
Last of a dying breed.
In a generation where players are glorified and promiscous behaviour has become more acceptable...I am an anomalie. I dont care if no one agrees with me. I dont care if anyone thinks Im foolish and naive. Whatever. I dont care for an empty life of money, fun and material things.

I care for happiness, love and adventure.

Dog me if you will.

Say what you want but being able to love and care for another person is a beautiful feeling, especially when its reciprocated.
There is no gratitude like that of making someone happy and feeling special. To know that you've made their day. That today, they felt like someone else. And today, they felt like that because of you.

To kiss her forehead. To tuck her in at night and blow lightly on her eyelids. To hold her hand while tickling her palm with my thumb. To rub her back. To bathe her skin and massage her temples when she's stressed. Hug her tight and embrace her lovingly. To make her smile, make her laugh and take her to new places. To experience new things and open her mind, letting her believe, allowing her to trust, taking away her insecurities, letting her let go...

having her fall in love with you...

Love, is what I yearn to feel again.

A lot of you wont know what Im talking about at all.
One day you will...or not. Your call.

My life requires a partner, someone to turn to, someone to hold my sanity and sense of self in tact. Remind me who I am and where I come from.
I could travel this road alone, but Id rather hold someone's hand.
Happiness is a lot better when multiplied, sadness is a lot easier when divided.

Some people say, even after all the heart breaks you've been through, you would go through it all again?
Of course I would.
I will willingly head into every relationship and endure every heartbreak and ache if I sincerely felt I would eventually love them and it could be something beautiful.
I just need to believe the potential exists.
I could be wrong, but thats fine.
My mistake will serve as a lesson.
A lesson I will learn from.

The bleeding eventually stops
Scars and its memories are forever.
But all wounds heal.
Pain temporary.

Hopefully your end will justify the means.
But you'll never know, if you never try.
I will gladly take the choice with the high risk of failing as long as theres a small chance of succeeding.

In my eyes, a life without risk is one not worth living.
Life is too short to live it without excitement and fulfillment.

We could all die tomorrow.
If I die, than let me do so with a smile.
I cant play the 'what if' game.
If it feels right, just do it.
If you were wrong,
oh well...

The hands keep ticking.
Time never stops.
Move clockwise.

Keep on keeping on.

Live Love Laugh


Peace.