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I cant even remember a time that Ive ever felt this lonely.
I lost my blackberry last night....

The night didnt go well at all for me.
For several reasons...

Im sure a lot of people saw that last night...

Now Im at home, alone...the day after, no phone, no numbers, no contacts...just all alone. In my room. My parents arent home either...Its sucks.
Im also going through a very difficult time right now.
I wont get into details but Im sure you guys will all figure it out soon enough...but I refuse to disclose any info.
Lets just say I've been listening to a lot of Coldplay today...

I dont even know what to say right now...
If I dont post anything in the next while its because...well...i dont know... or if I post a lot of emotional stuff, please understand that I need to vent.

...My mind and heart is in a very bad place.

It will only get worse before it gets better...

I just hope this experience wont change the person I become...*sigh

I have so much to say...but I wont...Im tired, exhausted, drained and just disappointed...

Im sorry...





I really am.






im a fuckin wreck now...